Happy Thoughts
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Today is the very first day that Josh is away. We are now officially having a long distance relationship. I know in the coming months, it would get harder. Ozzy was looking for his daddy earlier and it broke my heart. No, I did not cry but I felt the reality of the situation. 9 months is not really a long time considering some would endure a much longer working situation, but still its the same distance. The same emptiness when I glance around the bed and he's not beside me.
I could not sleep last night, I woke up at 3AM with an empty bed beside me. I could not sleep again so as a result, I tweaked this blog and updated some links. That's what I'm gonna do! I'll keep myself busy. I'll re-learn how to drive. I'll spend more time with Ozzy. I'll do whatever it takes so I'll be OK.
I realized, I can be a non-emotional person. If I will myself not to cry, I won't. It's easy you just have to not think about it. Happy thoughts...that's my motto.
Ciao!
4 freakin' comment(s):
ohh this is so sad...i felt like this after i got married to my hubby and i have to stay for my visa while he left for US...and when i got here, thought we'll nver be apart again but then ang dami palang trips ni mokong!hehehe! grabeh iyak ako...nde dahil miss ko xa kundi dahil takot akong mag-isa...waaaaaaaa!!! well...it's normal we will miss ur hubby dearest and d bed really feels empty pagwla cla sa tabi natin...btw, where did he go pala? for how long?
I feel for you sis... Same situation, mas mahirap pa nga ng konti sa akin kasi alam mo naman kung nasan sya....
Anyway, with the help of blogging thoughts and our children's loving smiles, I'm sure kaya natin 'to!
Tira tira! LOL!
@jen he's in Norway. for 9 months lang but nku kala ko kaya ko hindi pala...want him home na. ahahaha
@mitch bwahahaha TIRA TIRA! winner!
i love the pillow. lol.
no matter how short or how long being away from your love one is really hard. sabi nila mahirap para dun sa umaalis because he will be away from what he is accustomed too. pero for me pareho lang. nahihirapan din ung mga naiiwan.
yap, keep yourself busy. pero lam mo there will come a time na you'll be tired of being busy tapos tutunganga ka na lang. lol. ganun ako eh. 2 years and im still not used to it.
hay life.
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