Crossroads
Friday, November 21, 2008
I think its high time for me to grow up.
It has been long overdue. For the very first time I am making a CV and looking for a job. But its a secret - well its not like I am hiding this from my current employer (and father) he knows we have plans of moving to Norway; but it is not definite yet.
It has not been definite because,I just realize,I refuse to leave my comfort zone.
But last night, while tossing and turning in my bed, all alone, I realized I needed Josh to be beside me. Its not fair that he's so far away earning for us when he could not even see his own son grow up.
...Ozzy saw Josh's picture last night and he shouted, "Daddy, come home, come home!" I was awestruck that he even said that. He misses his daddy. I miss his daddy.
Besides, as much as I love to help out in the family business, I have to be honest with myself that ever since I started working for dad last September 2004, I have not been exactly happy, thus I have not been giving it my 100%. Its not fair to him at all.
He deserves someone better. So I resolve to work better for him while I am still here. Hopefully my brother can take over my job for me. Besides, its actually better for them if I'm gone they will finally have a free space in the garage and there will be no need for new carports.
Oh well..Josh's contract was revised and now it will end December 2009 instead of May 2009 thus my dilemma of staying or moving. 
2 freakin' comment(s):
Yan ang sabi ko sayo:) Mahirap malayo sa asawa no..Pero ika nga you'll never know until you're one!
Good luck sa plans!
Naku van, goodluck with your plans. always pray pray pray :)))
when its for you, everything will fall into the right places easily and simply, walang ka complication kahit maliit. Gets mo sinasabi ko hahaha! ganon si Lord eh pag gusto niya di ka niya papahirapan.
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