Tongue Piercing, what's next?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
When it comes to my very close friends, I become like a mother sometimes. I am their go to gal and confidante. My closest gay friend, lets call him X has recently found someone. Although I am very happy for X and his new flame, I can't help but notice his change in attitude. I love X to pieces, he knows I am a jealous friend, and when I said "Don't make plans this weekend because I want us to hang out", I meant it.
X just laughed and I understood that as a "No, I am busy". Even so, I would forgive him because he's my friend and I want him to be happy, I cannot be selfish all the time. Its just that a part of me wonders what he's slowly becoming. During the first month of their so called relationship apart from the usual lying and going off to the provinces to be with the guy, what else is he not telling me? He's been on a stalking mode, jealous mode, paranoid mode and crazy mode all for this guy.
I've met the guy and he's okay...sometimes, its X who doesn't know how to handle a relationship. He gets too clingy and paranoid to the point of insanity.
I've recently learned X got his tongue pierced. Something I would never have thought he was capable of doing! When we were in College he never had the balls to have his ear pierced, now only 2 months into the relationship with this new guy he did.
Okay, okay I am being OA about this again. Its not my life but tongue piercing? What's next tattoos!? Doesn't he know tongue piercing has risks?! Oh, God, I sound like his mother don't I?
Anywayyyyyy.........I'll just see how this one plays out. X seems to like the guy too much. He's been getting into more and more trouble lately like staying out too much, ramming into a tree (he's usually a careful driver) and too much obsession over every single thing the guy does. As usual, I would condone such activities because I "want him to be happy", and truly, he deserves it. But I don't know how long I can continue to turn a blind eye when clearly - he's becoming something that we BOTH promised we'd never become - someone who would give up who they are for someone else.
X just laughed and I understood that as a "No, I am busy". Even so, I would forgive him because he's my friend and I want him to be happy, I cannot be selfish all the time. Its just that a part of me wonders what he's slowly becoming. During the first month of their so called relationship apart from the usual lying and going off to the provinces to be with the guy, what else is he not telling me? He's been on a stalking mode, jealous mode, paranoid mode and crazy mode all for this guy.
I've met the guy and he's okay...sometimes, its X who doesn't know how to handle a relationship. He gets too clingy and paranoid to the point of insanity.
I've recently learned X got his tongue pierced. Something I would never have thought he was capable of doing! When we were in College he never had the balls to have his ear pierced, now only 2 months into the relationship with this new guy he did.Okay, okay I am being OA about this again. Its not my life but tongue piercing? What's next tattoos!? Doesn't he know tongue piercing has risks?! Oh, God, I sound like his mother don't I?
Anywayyyyyy.........I'll just see how this one plays out. X seems to like the guy too much. He's been getting into more and more trouble lately like staying out too much, ramming into a tree (he's usually a careful driver) and too much obsession over every single thing the guy does. As usual, I would condone such activities because I "want him to be happy", and truly, he deserves it. But I don't know how long I can continue to turn a blind eye when clearly - he's becoming something that we BOTH promised we'd never become - someone who would give up who they are for someone else.
1 freakin' comment(s):
waahh!! that is JR.. nooooooo!!!!!
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